How do I start this?
Hmm.
So lets bring this back to fall of 2012 when everything was still perfect. Great company, a new home, a new semester. Everything seemed to be going on as planned until something happened on my birthday. I had a birthday gift, the birthday girft I should never have accepted - "The Affair". Never, ever again will I repeat this mistake. I always believed that the fault is never on one party, but in this situation, I take full responsibilities of it and I learned it the hard way. From then on, things had been going downhill. I started off my semester with cold shoulders from my housemates. The house was filled with tension and awkwardness, it was no home for me. I have not spoken to my housemates since the start of the semester; maybe a little, but it definitely wasn't the same as it was before.
Two months into the semester, we got done with our member's recruitment. Everything went better than expected, we had a huge response for member recruitment, the largest received so far. In this pool of high spirited new members is where I met this one girl, B. We got close during our regional conference, I don't know how or why, but we ended up hanging out together the whole night till the next morning. It was our first time cuddling, so surreal, it felt like hope was coming in after the mishap that happened over the winter.
To be continued.
