The beginning.

How do I start this?

Hmm. So lets bring this back to fall of 2012 when everything was still perfect. Great company, a new home, a new semester. Everything seemed to be going on as planned until something happened on my birthday. I had a birthday gift, the birthday girft I should never have accepted - "The Affair". Never, ever again will I repeat this mistake. I always believed that the fault is never on one party, but in this situation, I take full responsibilities of it and I learned it the hard way. From then on, things had been going downhill. I started off my semester with cold shoulders from my housemates. The house was filled with tension and awkwardness, it was no home for me. I have not spoken to my housemates since the start of the semester; maybe a little, but it definitely wasn't the same as it was before.

Two months into the semester, we got done with our member's recruitment. Everything went better than expected, we had a huge response for member recruitment, the largest received so far. In this pool of high spirited new members is where I met this one girl, B. We got close during our regional conference, I don't know how or why, but we ended up hanging out together the whole night till the next morning. It was our first time cuddling, so surreal, it felt like hope was coming in after the mishap that happened over the winter.

To be continued.

Dear blogwalkers

Dear blogwalkers,

This post is dedicated solely to all of you who comes to my blog with the intention to promote your own website.

Please get the hell out of my blog.

I don't need people saying hi and shit on my chat box. i doubt you even know me.

So please, get the hell out of my blog. I don't appreciate your presence.

Decisions

There is always a time where you've been given this huge "responsibility" to make the final decision.
To choose between good grades or good social life.
To choose between results or people.
To choose between health and achievements.
The list goes on...

Now comes a time for me to decide again.

Normally, I'm a quick decision maker, but in this case, its rather hard for me to decide.
Its a battle between selfishness versus selflessness.

Frank or Disrespectful?

So today someone told me that some people regard me as a disrespectful person.
I asked why, the answer leads back to one simple explanation.
I'm emotionless and insensitive.
I do not speak the right things at the right time. I'm always criticizing.
I choose people to respect instead of respecting everyone in the first place.
I'm sensitive to someone's weakness but not their strengths.
I'm OVERLY result oriented.

So what am I?

Frank or disrespectful? you tell me.

ohhhh soooo soothing.

Just listen.

Photoshoots

*A must have in every album - a shoe shot * :D
Okay the picture is too big for the post, so do click on the picture itself to view it in full size :)

Just in case you're wondering, I'm currently practicing my photography & editing skills and am looking for models for photo shoots.

I'm not charging a thing i hope not to be charged by the models too :)

Good life * whistles *

I just won't get bored whistling to this song, its my chill pill :D